Tomorrow I have a test and today is a perfect day for surfing the net instead of revising...err ... I have already printed all notes I need and all I have to do is getting started with my revision but I can't. Here I am sitting n blogging, surfing, grabbing sound n clips from the internet. It may sound strange but for some time now i don't revise for my test and exams as much as I did and ought to. Dunno why... huh actually i do no; loads of reasons maybe because am a little bit tired and fed up after 3 years of my course, it has always been like that, at the very end that i get all the bored feelings. Just a few months left to get my degree and already feeling uneasy and bored. Exams a fortnight away now, I really should get to revising now.
I nearly ended up sitting for my higher school twice because of my bored feelings when exams are near. The whole year I worked hard (well quite hard), I mean I did my level best and now when its only a matter of days and all shall be over, just that very last effort i can't :( ... Now its even worst, consciously I know that I will get through it as I did in the past, hence I don't find any fear to revise. And knowing that I will get through I don't find any motivations as well.
Enough of self introspection for the moment ^_^' gonna have a warm shower n get to some work now.
I nearly ended up sitting for my higher school twice because of my bored feelings when exams are near. The whole year I worked hard (well quite hard), I mean I did my level best and now when its only a matter of days and all shall be over, just that very last effort i can't :( ... Now its even worst, consciously I know that I will get through it as I did in the past, hence I don't find any fear to revise. And knowing that I will get through I don't find any motivations as well.
Enough of self introspection for the moment ^_^' gonna have a warm shower n get to some work now.
Pren 1 ti courage reviser. pa res bcp, nu pre pu fini mem la. Bon courage dear.
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